If there was a rewind button;
I would love my 130lb body and not think I was fat.
I wouldn’t have spent so much time worrying about things that I had no control over.
I would have looked inside myself for self acceptance instead of looking to others.
I would have asked for help more often.
I would have made different decisions, a lot of different decisions…
I would have gone to Business School and pursued a real career.
I would have saved more money for retirement.
I would have traveled when I had the chance.
I wouldn’t have been in such a hurry to get married and start a family.
I would have worked out more, so it was a part of my life instead of such a chore now.
I would have taken more chances, jumped off the proverbial cliff and flown!
I would spoken my mind more often.
I wouldn’t have been such a people pleaser.
I would have lived my life one day at a time instead of wishing it away.
But there isn’t a rewind button.
I don’t love my body but I am learning to accept it, flaws and all.
I am learning to let my mind rest and look for answers, to put my worries out to the Universe and let the burden go.
I am respecting my body as mine, making decisions that are in the best interest of myself.
I do ask for help when I need it and I have a strong support group.
I would have made different decisions however then I wouldn’t be me as I am now.
I have a fun job that allows me to be a kid at heart!
I got to retire for two years while I had my store.
I will travel!
I have two lovely children who are my life.
Working out is not fun but I am stronger than ever before.
I don’t like heights 🙂
I am speaking my mind, this blog is part of that.
I am learning to say no.
One day at a time is still a work in progress but isn’t life all about learning…..